There comes a point in life when your body stops whispering that something isn't right and starts getting loud. You can ignore it for a while, but eventually, It will start screaming. Mine did. For years, I lived in a chaos I pretended was normal. A relationship where I carried more than any one person should and a lifestyle built on suppressing everything I didn’t want to feel. I drank too much, smoked a full pack of cigarettes everyday, and was pushing through exhaustion in